Ended

I stood with my back against the wall,

My thoughts went wild and everywhere,

I thought of all that we could have had,

All the love I knew we were meant to share,

And how us ending would never seem fair.

It had seemed so good to be in,

That state of absolute happiness,

I’d never have thought it would end in pain,

I’d never have anticipated this mess;

From the sorrow I try and digress.

It had ended so suddenly,

The finality hit me out of the blue,

One day we were relishing each other’s company,

One day I was smiling at seeing the last of you,

This feeling of loathing is still so new.

I wonder, now, if I’ll ever want to leave,

The memory of what he had behind,

Deep inside I see myself with no one else,

But, I know you’re not that kind,

Finding someone new isn’t something you’d mind.

Some might think I’m the one who lost-

Being the one left pregnant at the altar,

Yet, somehow, I see myself so much richer,

Than the taller, huskier girl you went after,

For at least I know you’re not the father.